What The Hell Do I Know w/JB

What if asking hard questions isn't the opposite of faith...
What if it's actually the beginning of owning it?
In Episode 98 of *What the Hell Do I Know with JB*, Jason sits down with brothers Max Hall and Caleb Hall—filmmakers, musicians, storytellers, entrepreneurs and lifelong preacher's kids—to explore one of the biggest questions facing this generation:
How do you make your faith your own?
Growing up in church, attending Christian school, serving as missionary kids and living under the expectations that often come with being pastor's children, Max and Caleb experienced Christianity from every angle. But eventually both realized inherited faith wasn't enough. They each had to wrestle with God personally.
This conversation explores:
• Growing up as preacher's kids• Church expectations and perfectionism• Why every believer eventually has to own their faith• Deconstruction versus reconstruction• Why Christianity is durable enough for difficult questions• The importance of asking "Why?" before "What's right?"• Making Jesus the center instead of religious systems• Raising children who feel safe asking questions• Why authenticity matters more than appearing perfect• Creativity, filmmaking and telling redemptive stories• Building Birth Mom Media and creating art that reflects real life• Finding your purpose without chasing popularity• Faith, imagination and storytelling
One of the most powerful moments comes when Max explains that Christianity shouldn't fear honest questions because **faith is durable.** Rather than suppressing doubt, he encourages believers to wrestle with it, trusting that truth can withstand scrutiny.
Caleb shares his own journey of realizing that following Jesus couldn't simply be inherited from his parents. Like every believer, he had to decide for himself whether he trusted Christ enough to surrender his own plans.
Whether you're deconstructing, reconstructing, questioning, raising kids or simply trying to follow Jesus more authentically, this conversation is filled with wisdom, grace and hope.
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What happens when a licensed therapist, Army chaplain, firefighter and follower of Jesus challenges the Church to become more like Christ instead of simply looking Christian?
In Episode 97 of *What the Hell Do I Know with JB*, Jason sits down with Nick Young—licensed therapist, pastor, former Army National Guard chaplain, former firefighter, co-founder of Black Boy Therapy, and one of the most compassionate voices speaking into faith, race and mental health today.
Nick's life has been dedicated to serving others. From the fire service to military chaplaincy, from counseling trauma survivors to advocating for the emotional wellness of Black boys and men, his message is rooted in one simple belief:
Following Jesus should make us more loving—not more certain.
Together, Jason and Nick wrestle through some of today's biggest conversations:
• Why Christians often prioritize politics over the Holy Spirit• Race, reconciliation and seeing every person as made in God's image• Why therapy isn't a lack of faith—it can be an act of faithful stewardship• Church hurt, shame and learning to receive grace• Deconstruction versus making your faith your own• Why wrestling with God is actually biblical• Mental health, anxiety, depression and healing• Why certainty may be replacing genuine faith• The role of community in emotional and spiritual healing• Ego, humility and the freedom found in the Gospel• The beauty of gratitude in seasons of suffering• What abundant life actually means according to Jesus
One of the most powerful moments comes when Nick shares how he would explain Jesus to someone who has never heard the Gospel—a beautiful reminder that Jesus fed people before questioning them, loved the marginalized and came to set people free through grace, justice and radical love.
Whether you're wrestling with your faith, rebuilding after church hurt, navigating anxiety or simply trying to follow Jesus more authentically, this conversation is for you.
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What happens when a pastor’s kid, Pentecostal preacher and student of early church history begins questioning everything he was taught about salvation, politics, capitalism and the gospel?
In Episode 96 of What the Hell Do I Know with JB, Jason sits down with Colten Barnaby, a writer and online creator known for exploring the complicated intersection of theology, politics, history and culture.
Colten grew up in a strict Oneness Holiness Pentecostal tradition in North Philadelphia. His family’s church served people experiencing homelessness, addiction, poverty and incarceration while also teaching an intense, highly specific formula for salvation.
He spoke in tongues as a child, interpreted messages in church and believed most Christians outside his tradition were lost. But when he attended Oral Roberts University and began studying biology, politics and early church history, the certainty of his childhood faith began to unravel.
Today, Colten describes himself as an agnostic Pentecostal with Eastern Orthodox proclivities. He is no longer confident that God exists, but he remains deeply shaped by Christianity and continues to cling to the beauty of the incarnation, the resurrection and the radical witness of the early church.
This conversation explores:
• Growing up in Oneness Holiness Pentecostalism• Speaking in tongues and interpreting prophecy as a child• The fear of hell and formula-based salvation• How studying church history disrupted his certainty• Carlton Pearson and the gospel of inclusion• Christian universalism and salvation• Why Colton still identifies as Pentecostal• What it means to be an agnostic Christian• The incarnation and why Colten still clings to Jesus• Whether Christianity is compatible with capitalism• Why the word “gospel” was originally political• The early church sharing possessions and eliminating need• Acts 2, Acts 4 and Christian economic community• Socialism, communism and the kingdom of God• Why Christians should not simply baptize Republican or Democratic politics• Wealth, private property, generosity and costly grace• Whether Christian faith should put us in conflict with the dominant culture• Loving people who strongly disagree with us• Why being open to people matters more than being open to ideas
Colten argues that Christians should not begin with a modern political ideology and then search Scripture for support. Instead, they should take seriously the teachings of Jesus, the prophets and the early church—and allow those teachings to challenge every political and economic system.
The early believers held possessions in common, sold property and distributed resources so there was not a needy person among them. Colten asks a difficult question: if the church’s current way of life never puts it in conflict with wealth, domination or empire, has it truly embraced the narrow and costly way of Jesus?
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Can you question what you were taught, outgrow fear-based Christianity and still hold on to Jesus?
In Episode 95 of What the Hell Do I Know with JB, Jason sits down with Tiffany Dawn, host of the Outgrowing the Good Christian Girl podcast.
Tiffany is an author, speaker, writer and mother of two who helps people move from a black-and-white understanding of faith toward a more honest, nuanced and grace-filled relationship with God.
Tiffany grew up deeply immersed in a Pentecostal Christian community. Her childhood included powerful experiences of faith, sincere people who loved God and teachings that also created fear, pressure and an all-or-nothing understanding of Christianity.
As Tiffany began asking harder questions and speaking publicly about the ways her beliefs were changing, she lost thousands of followers. But she knew she could no longer continue giving advice that she now believed could cause harm.
This conversation explores:
• Outgrowing fear-based Christianity without abandoning Jesus• Why questioning faith is not the same as losing faith• The good and harmful parts of growing up in church• Breaking free from black-and-white, all-or-nothing thinking• How Tiffany’s father taught her to think for herself• Listening to people on the other side of difficult issues• Losing followers after becoming honest about changing beliefs• LGBTQ+ inclusion and learning through personal relationships• Creating churches that are safe places of healing• Why some deconstruction may actually be revival• Loving people while still challenging harmful theology• The difference between bringing new life and simply burning everything down• Mental health, anxiety, therapy and moving beyond shame• Presenting Jesus as radical welcome instead of behavior management• Why the future of church may look more like circles, tables and shared meals than stadiums and stages
Tiffany describes faith as something that can contain both beauty and pain. The same church can hold sincere love for God and harmful theology. Outgrowing one does not require denying the other.
This is a conversation for anyone who has wondered whether there is still a place for them in Christianity, anyone who feels caught between certainty and doubt, and anyone trying to follow Jesus without pretending they have all the answers.
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What does the justice of Jesus actually look like—and has the modern church confused the way of Jesus with power, empire and control?
In Episode 94 of What the Hell Do I Know with JB, Jason sits down with Father Joash Thomas, priest, theologian, speaker and author of The Justice of Jesus.
Born and raised in Mumbai, India, Joash brings a perspective shaped by an ancient Christian heritage, his experience in American politics and public policy, his work in international human rights, and his journey through evangelical, Pentecostal, Anglican and sacramental traditions.
This conversation explores:
• Why Christians continually try to put God in a box• Whether humanity must be diminished in order to explain our need for Jesus• Original sin, generational trauma and the image of God• How colonialism shaped the Western church• Why Christians need the perspectives of the global church• Finding glimpses of Jesus in other cultures, traditions and art• Christian nationalism, violence and the teachings of Jesus• Why the Good Samaritan reveals the true meaning of justice• The importance of curiosity, humility and becoming a learner• Why following Jesus may require us to challenge the status quo
Father Joash describes the justice of Jesus as radically inclusive, holistic, costly and nonviolent. This is an honest and challenging conversation about what happens when faith stops protecting power and begins standing beside people who have been pushed to the margins.
The Justice of Jesus is available everywhere books are sold.
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Some conversations don't end with answers.They end with better questions.
In this episode of What The Hell Do I Know with JB, I sit down with Joe Smith for one of the most thoughtful conversations we've had about faith, church, deconstruction, inclusion, politics, and what it actually means to follow Jesus.
We talk about church hurt, LGBTQ+ inclusion, spiritual trauma, fundamentalism, certainty, grace, and why so many people aren't rejecting Jesus—they're rejecting harmful versions of Christianity.
Whether you agree with everything we discuss or not, my hope is simple:
Ask better questions.
Because sometimes the deepest faith isn't found in certainty. Sometimes it's found in the courage to wrestle honestly.
This isn't a debate.
It's an honest conversation between two people trying to pursue Jesus while making room for difficult questions.
If this episode challenged you, encouraged you, or simply made you think, I'd love to hear your perspective in the comments. Whether you agree or disagree, let's model the kind of conversation we wish existed more often.
IN THIS EPISODE
• Deconstruction vs. abandoning faith
• Church hurt and spiritual trauma
• LGBTQ+ inclusion in the church
• Politics and American Christianity
• Why certainty can become dangerous
• The tension between grace and truth
• Loving people without conditions
• Following Jesus beyond religious tribalism
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What happens when questioning your faith actually brings you closer to Jesus?
In Episode 92 of "What the Hell Do I Know with JB", I sit down with author, speaker, comedian, and content creator April Ajoy (@aprilajoy) for one of the most thoughtful conversations we've had on the podcast.
April grew up immersed in evangelical culture before beginning a long journey of questioning Christian nationalism, politics, church culture, and the beliefs she inherited. But contrary to what many assume, her journey wasn't away from Jesus—it was because of Jesus. Together we talk honestly about grief, deconstruction, LGBTQ relationships, church hurt, privilege, politics, and what it means to love people well while holding onto faith.
This isn't a debate.
It's two people asking difficult questions with humility and respect.
Whether you agree with April (or JB), disagree with her, or find yourself somewhere in the middle, I hope this conversation challenges you to think more deeply and love people more generously.
Topics include:
• Christian Nationalism explained• Deconstruction and rebuilding faith• Church hurt and religious trauma• LGBTQ conversations inside the church• Politics and Christianity• Learning to hold convictions with humility• Why asking questions doesn't have to destroy faith• What Jesus looks like through a different lens
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Welcome to **Part 3 of the Summer Smash Up**—a collection of four of my favorite conversations from this season of **What The Hell Do I Know with JB**.
If you're new here, this is the perfect place to jump in.
This episode brings together four incredible guests who aren't afraid to ask difficult questions, challenge assumptions, and remind us that truth is often found in honest conversation—not easy answers.
🔥 **Ellie Unbound** (@ellieunbound) shares her journey through deconstruction after growing up in the megachurch world and why asking hard questions doesn't have to mean abandoning faith.
❤️ **Quinn Padilla** (@itsquinnpadilla), therapist and abuse survivor, courageously explains the cycle of abuse, trauma bonds, and what healing can actually look like for survivors.
💪 **Nathaniel Blackburn** (@nathanielwblackburn), founder of **TruNorth Retreats** and former MTV *Real World* cast member, talks about why vulnerability isn't weakness—it's where real transformation begins.
📖 **Zack Lambert** (@zackwlambert), bestselling author of *Better Ways to Read the Bible* and Senior Pastor of Restore Austin, shares why context matters, why grace matters, and how reading Scripture differently can deepen—not diminish—your faith.
These conversations don't ask you to agree with every opinion.
They ask you to think.
To listen.
To have empathy.
And maybe...to grow.
Whether you've been in church your whole life, walked away from faith, experienced church hurt, survived abuse, or you're simply searching for honest conversations that matter, this episode is for you.
👇 I'd love to hear from you.
**Which conversation impacted you the most?**
Leave a comment and join the discussion.
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Welcome to Episode 90 of What The Hell Do I Know with JB!
☀️ Summer Smashup Part 2 is here.
If you're new to the show, this is one of the best places to start.This special episode brings together some of the most powerful, emotional, and thought-provoking conversations we've had this year. Four incredible guests. Four completely different stories. One common thread...real people having honest conversations.
In this episode you'll hear:
🎙️ Jim Pierce sharing his heartbreaking story of childhood abuse, healing, forgiveness, and why getting help can change everything.
🎙️ Valentina Piloneita (@leerparacrecersrb) discussing immigration, education, reading, and why every child deserves hope regardless of where they were born.
🎙️ Marla Taviano (@marlataviano) challenging long-held assumptions about faith, love, heaven, and what it really means to love your neighbor.
🎙️ Shawn Vinson (@svinson9999) opening up about addiction, recovery, fatherhood, and the moment that completely changed his life.
These conversations don't all agree with one another—and that's exactly the point.At What The Hell Do I Know, we believe growth happens when we're willing to listen before we judge.If this episode makes you think, laugh, wrestle with something, or gives you hope...
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☀️ SUMMER SMASH-UP | PART 1 OF 3 ☀️I'm taking a little summer break, but I didn't want to leave you hanging. So I dug through some of the most powerful, thought-provoking, and meaningful conversations from Season 3 and put together this Summer Smash-Up series.
In Part 1, you'll hear four unforgettable moments:🎙️ Meaghan Hampton (@soulcareforfamilies) on parenting, grace, discipline, and why fear-based parenting often misses the mark.🎙️ Jason Becker (me) (@_jason_becker) reflecting on 25 years of marriage, the lessons learned through counseling, raising kids, faith, and the hard work that builds a lasting relationship.🎙️ Doug Pagitt (@dougpagitt) discussing politics, faith, immigration, empathy, and what it means to truly see the humanity in people who think differently than we do.🎙️ Dr. Brandon Orr (former Director of Sports Psychology for the University of Missouri Wrestling Program and attached to the 7th Special Forces Group Green Berets) sharing elite performance psychology, mental toughness, discipline, and one of the most powerful life lessons I've heard all year.
This episode is about:✅ Marriage✅ Parenting✅ Faith✅ Leadership✅ Mental Toughness✅ Grace✅ Personal Growth✅ Becoming a Better Human
Whether you're on vacation, driving to work, sitting at the beach, or just looking for something meaningful to listen to, I hope these conversations challenge and encourage you.Buckle up. This is Part 1 of the Summer Smash-Up.
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